SKA: Serial Killers Anonymous

  Edited by Kathryn DeJarnette and Kristi Martin

  SKA: Serial Killers Anonymous

  Copyright © 2018 William Schlichter

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  This book is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, and dialogue are drawn from the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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  an imprint of BHC Press

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  2018930157

  Print edition ISBN Numbers:

  Softcover: 978-1-947727-32-8

  Hardcover: 978-1-947727-65-6

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  NO ROOM IN HELL

  The Good, the Bad, and the Undead

  400 Miles to Graceland

  THE SILVER DRAGON

  CHRONICLES

  Enter the Sandmen

  The Dark Side

  Thanks to Katie and Kristi

  for your editing.

  I utilized a few beta readers

  and I appreciated all your insight.

  Thanks to BHC Press

  for all you do.

  As I completed this book

  I lost my father to cancer.

  His support will never be replaced.

  I

  “THAT’S A LOT of money—do you want me to do something for it?”

  Even on my limited salary, a Jackson wasn’t a grand gesture. I’ve bought books costing more. The girl was messed up, and not just for thinking the twenty dollars I handed her was worth her doing something, but she had a hospital ID bracelet and a red medication allergy band on her wrist.

  She asked me to watch her bag while she bought cigarettes—one of those plastic clothing bags hospitals give out. She’d be back, then I could take her someplace.

  Despite her haggard appearance, her round face was pretty. Hospitals tend to fatigue people. They want you to rest, but constantly wake you up to check your vitals.

  Returning with a green pack of smokes, she bubbled with excitement. The cheap pint she tried to hide might have helped. The seal already busted, she didn’t notice me observing her slip it in the hospital bag. If I wasn’t convinced she was an addict, I knew now. Curiosity overtook me. Stirring overwhelmed me. The sexual ones were obvious, at least to me, but something deeper wanted me to keep this girl.

  She prattled for minutes about trivial subjects in her own attempt to play me. After all, I appeared an easy mark. Not on purpose, but over the years I realized people glance at me—pretty girls especially—and think because I have a protruding paunch and a nerd vibe I can’t get dates. Because of such misconceptions, the opposite rules true.

  “I’m Courtney Lynn.” She offers her hand with the same limp-wristed handshake I’ve gotten from guitarists. They have a grip as if they are a dead fish.

  Self-aware…she wanted to play me. She asked if I had a wife.

  “Yes,” of course, “I’m married,” I lied to her. She was hinting she would gratify me and I knew if she thought I was dissatisfied in my marriage she could manipulate me easier. What I’ll do to this girl will scare people, but I think terror lies in the number of people falling for her shell game.

  “I really need a shower.” She cuddled up against my arm. Smooth, warm flesh sent a surge of precum into my tighty whities. She did excite me. She was attractive, despite babbling how she needed to fix her face for me. Be a doll for me. It was all for me. How many men was she a doll for?

  “Why were you hospitalized?”

  “I had this boyfriend…”

  “And he hit you.” It wasn’t a question.

  “Yeah.” She fidgeted with her cigarette box.

  I can’t read the brand.

  “I just spent six days in the hospital.”

  With no marks. A beating putting you in the hospital for six days would still have fading bruises.

  “Where can I drop you off?”

  “I could use a shower. Is your wife home?”

  “Yes, with the kids.” She wasn’t my planned target. For all I knew, the gas station had cameras recording her getting into my vehicle. Her DNA could be explained in the seat, but not at my home. More importantly, I had not prepared it for my next guest.

  “I need to go to this guy’s house…”

  “Your boyfriend?”

  “No. I’m done with him.”

  “Good. You don’t need people in your life who abuse you.”

  “I’m done with him. I just need to get this backpack.”

  Full of drugs I’m sure. “You shouldn’t get into cars with people you don’t know. I could be a serial killer.” Yes, I said it. It’s actually a disarming statement. Why would a serial killer announce who they are? Technically, I wasn’t one—yet.

  She cuddled against my arm again. “I trust you.” Her warm breath on my ear surged straight into my cock.

  “I’d rather you just slit my throat than go back to him.” She leaned back against the door all business jonesing for a drag on a cigarette. I wouldn’t let her light in my car.

  “Since you’re doing this for me I won’t charge you.”

  I’m sure my eyes screamed, ‘Charge me for what?’ As they grew large at her remark, it also killed the growth in my pants. I wasn’t about to pay—for her.

  As I just drove, she prattled, “Do you know how much I make a night as an escort?”

  Was this supposed to impress me? Maybe it was part of her sales pitch to worm more money out of me. Or cement the fact she would perform for money. She wanted me to take her to buy a cheap sundress. She had an insane notion of being dolled up for me because she appeared awful. She didn’t.

  “How many times have you been in jail?”

  Silence.

  She got quiet for maybe a full minute.

  “I had to think about it.”

  “That many?”

  “I was fourteen the first time. See, my dad was dating this real bitch. She was going to call the cops on him for raping her. They fucked all the time, it was no rape. I was going to say so. She hit me. I hit her. He hit her. I was in lockup for five hours.” She patted my arm. “See, I had to think about it.”

  “What’s your drug of choice?”

  “Meth.”

  “Smile,” I commanded.

  She did. Her teeth were coffee stained, but no meth mouth.

  “See, I don’t really do drugs.” She cuddled my arm again.

  I know better.

  “It’s so nice just to talk and not be expected to do anything.”

  The part of me wanting her naked body deflated. Compounding the abuse she’s experienced was not my original intention.

  “I really need his backpack. Can I smoke in your car?”

  “No.”

  “Can you pull over up here so I can step out? Then we’ll go get my backpack and I’ll shower.” She stroked my arm, “You can shower with me.”

  I pulled onto gravel along a gate for entrance to a pasture. No traffic.

  She didn’t get out.

  I wondered if she thought I might drive off.

  She lit up, rolling down the window and sticking her upper body outside enough to allow the wind to catch the smoke. Her long drag failed to dent her body’s jittering. Days in the hospital failed to fully detox her.

  “Tell me about being an escort.”

  “I don’t alw
ays have sex. There was this one guy who gave me two-hundred to put on his dead wife’s dress and wear her perfume. Then he just held me all night. Wasn’t that weird?”

  “I don’t think so,” I mused, “he missed her.”

  “I think he just wanted to say goodbye to her.”

  “It could be his way of dealing with her loss,” I agreed.

  “You’re so nice.” She flicked half a burnt cigarette out the window. “See, I respect your car. Guess how much I smoke a day?”

  “A pack.”

  “Just five a day. And you saw I don’t even finish them.” She unbuckles her seatbelt.

  The seatbelt warning alarm beeped and flashed.

  She buckled it with the strap behind her. “I’m sorry. I need makeup, so I’ll look beautiful for you.”

  “I think you’re pretty right now.”

  “We could go get a sundress and shower.” She shifted her loving tone, “We could just leave this town. I need to get my backpack first.”

  “What’s in it?”

  “My important papers. If you don’t want to do anything, could you at least give me twenty more? I need to get my prescription. Those pills are worth seven dollars each on the street.”

  I slid the car into gear and rolled up her window.

  “I need a shower. We can get my backpack and there’s a room in the back of my friend’s house where you can shower with me...but first I need a sundress. I want to look nice for you.”

  My assurances she’s pretty enough were unconvincing. She didn’t need makeup. And I doubted this mythical backpack existed—drug house for my money.

  Her self-importance might draw in other men who lacked the ability to translate her playfulness for what it was. I, however, knew what she was. Her desires to run away with me may actually be genuine, but she’d rather self-medicate than escape with a man who wouldn’t use her for sex—or a punching bag. Admittedly, my plans to use her for my pleasure were not what she expected.

  She had me turn down street after street into neighborhoods where my newer car stood out among those on blocks.

  “We can just go in there.”

  “Where?”

  “The resale shop.” She pointed to a store in major need of renovation, “I’ll get a dress in there.”

  She either didn’t know what street this backpack was on or it’s just a ploy to worm little bits of money out of me as we went. A stop here at the thrift store to buy her new clothes to appear nicer for me cemented she believed I could be played.

  “I could really love you.”

  No, sweetheart, you love the medication or meth. You sell yourself. If you think twenty dollars is a lot and are willing to do ‘something’ for it then the four or five hundred dollars you earn as an escort creates an algebraic formula if I was concerned about your past numbers or partners.

  It was a chase around the clothing racks. I paid for the hat and the jeans and bag. She changed into the jeans with sparkles on the pockets. She shoved her shorts into the large purse and showed the lady. The cashier never investigated the bag or she would have found a black party dress. Even I didn’t spot her snatching it.

  Her chattering about how she wasn’t sure if she appeared attractive enough for me in the sparkling top allowed me to turn out of the city.

  “I think his house is back that way.”

  “Trust me.” I drove on. No more backpack scavenger hunt.

  “I do.” She cuddled up against me. “I love you. Let’s just run away. We can go away wherever you desire. I’ll be your girl—be whatever you want.”

  “I have responsibilities. I have a job.” Should say wife.

  “I don’t date many men with jobs.”

  “Could be a start to fixing your life.”

  “If you go down that street my backpack should be at that house, and once we get my stuff we could go shower together.”

  I ignored her pleading to turn down a street to a known drug house. Despite her anger with me, she turned back into a lovebird within a half-breath.

  I parked under a highway bridge next to a river. It’s private enough for four in the afternoon. Not many people even knew a gravel road extended under the bridge.

  “Why don’t we sit in the back for a while, then I’ll take you to whatever house you want so you can shower.”

  She crawled over the captain seats to the back. I got out and climbed in the second row. Cheap seat covers didn’t hide the squeaking plastic seat cover underneath. I had planned only so far.

  Courtney straddled my lap and griped my face with her hands. Her gray eyes had so much life stolen from her—by her choice.

  “I don’t want you to think of me as some whore. I have a degree. I was a radiologist.”

  I could have guessed medical field. Many people I know involved in drugs have worked in medicine. I know more nurses who smoke than any other group of people. It explains the lack of track marks on her arms and her teeth. Meth must be a new thing—if at all. She may have gone into the hospital just to get narcotics.

  Her tank top rolled right over her head, allowing her hair to splash down around her shoulders. I was sure she felt a surge from my lap. One snap of my thumb and forefinger and the two hooks released her breasts.

  White.

  I expected more tan skin like the rest of her.

  “Don’t say anything about my body. I’m no anorexic.”

  Another sign meth doesn’t yet rule her life. Conflicted—saving her could mean I came home to a house where all my belongings were at the pawn shop. I ran my index finger over the left underside of her breast, tracking a stretch mark most likely from rapid engorgement due to breastfeeding. “How old is your child?”

  “Seventeen.”

  “Do you want me to be seventeen? I can be anything you want…”

  Say ‘Once I get my backpack’ again and I’ll bludgeon you with a tire iron.

  Her hands fumbled with her pants buttons. She never broke eye contact, a flicker of life hid behind her pain.

  “How about I just take you back to where I found you? I’ll be the one man who doesn’t use you.”

  “Makes me want to ride you even more.”

  Her lips had no taste. No sweet or even morning breath. Just lips. Her tongue had all the flavor of cheap rum. She must have been nipping off her bottle—I was driving, I couldn’t watch her every second I drove.

  Performed with skill not learned in any school, the numbing presence of latex slid over me. She worked it down, before clamping herself on me.

  “You feel so nice.”

  Good answer. I hate lies about my manliness.

  She ground her hips until she took me all the way inside her. I didn’t think she’s wet. Impossible to tell with the condom on, but she worked her hips slowly as if she didn’t want to tear herself.

  “Do you want me?”

  “Of course, I do.”

  I force myself not to bite her hardening nipple. The slightest teeth marks could haunt me if CSI is to be believed. Each grind worked into a longer thrust up and down until I heard her wetness.

  I reached into the map pouch behind the front seat and slid out a sparkling pair of lover’s handcuffs covered in fur to prevent chaffing.

  She smiles. “I usually charge extra for those.”

  “I thought you wanted to run away with me?”

  She held out her wrists. “I do.”

  I cuffed her right hand. She giggled as I drew it behind her. She dropped her left arm and I tightened the bracelets behind her back. Now the novelty cuffs I bought with the pink leopard print fur had a safety catch so the shackled person could free themselves if a lover’s game got uncomfortable. The police-issued cuffs I paid cash for at an army surplus store didn’t unbind without a key. With the fur covers no one could tell the difference.

  She shifted her thrusts into a fast-forward speed as her body accepted she wanted to have sex. Her face glinted at enjoyment.

  I needed more than a shimmer to achieve my ow
n pleasure.

  I slipped a dog collar around her neck.

  She ground away, trusting me as I drew the collar strap through the securing buckle. I didn’t latch it like this was some S&M game. I pulled it tight until her breathing was disrupted. Her body constricted as air failed to fill her lungs. Putting forth all her effort she ground her hips quicker. She must have thought I enjoy this. I did. Consumed by the swelling power I exerted over her life, I drew the strap through the buckle until it caught, unable to go deeper. She gurgled from lack of air. Her hips ground faster. Her last gulp of air was used to pleasure me.

  Silk tie choking was first introduced by a girl I defined as a passing fling. I had no idea how exhilarating total control over a life could be. Not many women trust enough to let you choke them. I found a second one. She liked it so much it scared her. I tried to have normal relationships after her. I couldn’t perform—normally. Not like with the next project I assumed. I find those urges returning now. The power. The energy. The control over her and her insignificant life.

  As I exploded, filling the condom, I gripped the collar itself with my left hand and pressed, still holding tight to the strap with my right hand.

  Life vacated her eyes.

  Her lack of fear startled me. My first victim fought with every ounce she had when she realized I wouldn’t let go.

  She slipped into a sleep state. Having experienced autoerotic asphyxiation before. She trusts me to release her.

  Stopping then would have allowed her to live. Keeping my fingers on the dog collar, my vice grip closed both her carotid arteries preventing blood flow to the brain, and then sealing off her throat and stopping all air into her lungs.

  Her chest heaved—three quick jerks failing to draw in any fresh air. She shuddered a full body shiver and she went limp.

  She’s broken.

  She would’ve let me do this every day if I had kept her, but she’d never give up the drugs. I wasn’t ready for the kind of guest my desires required. What I did, I do as a mercy for her. I kept my grip on the collar.